Claudia ([info]zohridia) wrote,
@ 2005-04-25 21:51:00
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Current mood: sad

Missing ......
Being afraid of getting hurt makes you selfish, because youre pretecting your own feelings instead of considering the feelings of the one you love.

But, isnt love the complete opposite of that?

Another thing, i think its very important to be able to be yourself when in a relationship. That special person has to love you and accept you for everything that you are. The good and the bad.

True love can work past any adversities, any hardships, and heartaches, and pains, and distress.

I have faith in love, and what i feel. Even though i have been through alot of hardship, i would walk through broken glass with my bare feet, and jump through fire, i would endure as much pain as i have over and over again, just for love.

That is how much i believe in love.

Its really strange. My whole life i have never believed in anything so strongly. And even though when i hit bottom, i had so much anger and hate and sadness in me, but all that is passing.

Love is eternal. Sadness can fog up the mind and soul, and swallow your heart whole, but love never leaves you.

That love gives me faith, hope, and strength.

I had lost myself, i dont know when, why, or how. But the important thing is that im slowly finding myself again.

When i lost myself, i had forgotten what love was to me, therefore i forgot how to love. That was disastrous and painful for me. But that did not meen i loved my lover any less. I had just lost myself. And when you lose yourself, you dont know who you are. You cannot love who you dont know, and if you dont love yourself, you cannot love another.

Its easy to forget how to love, or what love is. Because the world is filled with so much pain, unkindness, lies, deceits, etcetera.

I dont blame a person for forgetting how to love, or what love is. Its ok, thats alright. As long as you keep trying to reach for the love that is always there.

Love cannot be selfish. It has to be supportive, and understanding, patient, caring and kind.

Love is like a tree. It starts so small, but slowly it grows into something beautiful. The type of tree it grows into depends highly on the foundation, care, love, and attention that is put into it. If it is given what is needed, the roots will grow wide and deep. Making a tall and sturdy tree that can withstand any harsh weather.

But hey, nobody is expecting you to get it right the first time. Just keep trying and dont lose faith.

You may think me foolish to hold onto such beliefs, and to what i feel inside. But love is not selfish, so even if i dont get anything in return, even love itself, i wont lose faith. I will always believe in love.




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Nyaoh!
[info]little_fireball
2005-04-26 04:00 pm UTC (link)
Claudia! I'm so happy for your revelation. Nyaoh! Keep this happy feeling. You look much better today. ^.^

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